Meeting
Victoria
This happened.
It was a parabolic experience for me in the
Earth realm and in the Glory Realm. I want
you to share the experience.
Amazing thing is that I knew that this would
happen. I prayed for it. If you look at this in the Spirit---I birthed
this convergent little but impactful happening because my heart desired it
so!
He gives me the Desires of my Heart. Never fails.
I have never been disappointed by God!
I
met Victoria.
She
is Glorious!
Victoria is in Transition
Transition
is the atmosphere and mode of the moment, isn't it? We are, to a man, being called up out of
religion and set in place in the Bride of Jesus Christ.
Many
are feeling so caught up---like Ezekiel being pulled up by the hair-- yanked out of the pew and pulled into the
Heavenlies---into the Reality that is Jesus Christ. Into the real Kingdom. It shakes one up, it really does.
In this moment in the Kingdom, we are all
like Abraham in that we are going into a place and a realm that we have not
seen in the natural---but we surely are able to SEE in the Spirit. We are the ONES responsible for manifesting
this Kingdom.
Recently
I Met Victoria
Dave and I planned a dinner out with
our son Andrew and his friend Victoria from Philadelphia.. Andy has just come back east for a time to
produce some things and do some set design for a fresh air theatre. Victoria is an actress and artist that Andy
met while an undergrad at Temple University.
The four of us planned to have dinner and then see the show that Andy
designed.
Dave and I had a really revelatory hour of a
drive to the mountains where the theatre is located. We were having open visions of the Father on
the way. You know this is going to be a
fun time when the Father shows up!
First thing that happens as we park at the
foot of the mountain---I lay eyes on Victoria.
And she is LOVELY. She is one lovely girl--- all free and somehow full
of light---even from across the parking lot I can see her beauty.
My spirit just leapt as I shook her hand to
say hello...something so special about this girl, and there is a mystery
within---you can just feel it. She
smiled broadly, an hospitable and embracing smile--I felt welcome in her
presence. I was meeting a person in whom there was no judgment. She welcomed me with her eyes and I felt the warm welcome of her heart.
As small talk and introductions ensued, I
would look at Victoria and she at me and we would smile a knowing smile at one
another. In the Spirit, something was
cooking.
We drove a few miles to an old stone
building that housed a great little bistro, sat down and ordered food. And
heaven opened.
We ordered the food hastily--because there
was so much to be said, so much I needed to hear---about the Coming Kingdom and
about WHO this Bride of Jesus really is.
Victoria was so attractive, and I mean
attractive with an edge---some things that are perhaps unexpected and shouldn't
be so. She had long flowing auburn hair
and wore a little summer dress that revealed a sleeve tattoo on the arm closest
to me. I began to stare, but I did not
stare because there was a tattoo, I stared because she was marked with a huge, beautiful eagle sitting in the upper
branches of an evergreen tree.
The tattoo was a word for me!
I took a sip of my tea and bluntly asked,
"Victoria, what does your tattoo mean to you? Why that image?"
"The eagle is the highest flying bird
with the most powerful vision--I just have always loved them. And, I have
always been drawn to cedars."
At this point all polite and normal dinner
conversation was cancelled---we were talking the Things of the Spirit right
here and now! I said to Victoria,
"Tell me about your spirituality..."
And the parable unfolded...
Her testimony is parabolic of the Transition
of the Bride, the coming out of the institutions of religion into the Freedom
of the Spirit of God, the move from institutional church to the Kingdom of God
at hand. As Victoria poured forth words
the vision was painted for me by unseen hands, and with every word and
brushstroke, my tears welled up and finally fell freely...because of the Beauty
of the words and the vision.
Our future as the Bride of Christ is Beautiful,
beloveds. Beauty has a Name. He is called Jesus.
I
will retell her story~
"I grew up on the main line in
Philadelphia (very proper, very established) and we were raised Catholic. I was always in love with God and I am very
spiritually attuned to this day...but many things have changed. The liturgy always held deep meaning for me
and I always cried in church because I was always so moved," she
shared. I listened with rapt attention.
She continued, "Then some things
happened to me, I began to know and
experience that there was so much more of God available to me, but when I
sought the expression of these things inside the church I was left wanting. And, some things about who I am as a person
changed and I got the vibe from the
powers that be in the church leadership that this was not cool."
"I sought an expression of the powerful
spirituality that I had and felt, and either there was no free expression in
the Christian meetings or churches I went to..or soon I once again got the
feeling that it was me or something about
me that was unacceptable."
She went on, not eating, not taking her eyes
from mine, "So, I began to look into other practices and belief systems,
looking really to recognize myself in them, still
wanting the power and free expression--but I did not find more of myself or
any of God in them. So I gave up."
I knew this was not the end of the
story. There was so much light and
Spirit within her. "What happened
next, " I asked.
"Well, I found a crazy fellowship in my
part of the city and decided to give it a try.
When I went there for the first time I was wowed. Many people looked like me, younger,
tattooed, a bit out there. The worship
was radical--or what I thought was radical at the time. I went for a while and really felt a free
worship toward God and a renewal of my intense love for Him."
"Why do I feel a 'but'
coming," I asked.
"I was so sad one night when in the
middle of the worshipping I heard something say from within my spirit: 'this is just another scene.' I felt that these people probably gathered in
the beginning to really worship God and to serve him, but they all got caught
up in the fact that they thought they were so cutting edge and cool. They had created a culture, but a culture was not at all what I was looking for! I wanted God in my face."
She continued,
"So at this point, I am just on my own, talking to God in the only way I
know how to...hearing Him and knowing He loves me and that I am perfectly OK in
His eyes, even if I do not seem to fit into any church's little box or culture. I don't even think most would call me
Christian." She showed no
compunction on that last statement. She
was fine with just being who she is to God.
I was really
weeping now, to hear this from- the- heart telling of Victoria's search---which
she believed came up empty.
The check came for the dinner, and Victoria
had only taken a few bites. Her priority
was to share her life with me...so that I could see her...so that I could see
the parable of her.
Victoria
is most of us. Victoria though has
something that is going to make her a real force to be reckoned with and a real
change agent in the Earth: She
knows WHO SHE IS. She knows who
she is without the religious structures of the day telling her that she's
OK. She is a lover of God outside the
institution, and she is a beautiful expression of Jesus' own Beauty.
Victoria has the integrity to never again
accept a man-made idea as God-birthed.
Victoria has the spiritual fortitude to present herself honestly to
others as one in love with Jesus but unaccepted by a religion that is in many
ways devoid of Jesus.
The four of us drove silently back to the
mountain theatre. Walking the hill to
the ticket booth I turned to Victoria and said,
"Victoria. You looked and you said that you could not
find 'it.' Well, me neither with
sporadic exceptions...but tonight...I MET YOU.
And, Victoria, girl, you are it! You are the church that Jesus is building. You are the Bride that He passionately
desires. You are the Body of Jesus
Christ in the Earth. And I am so damn
glad that it is you because you I can love, you I love..but I can no longer
love an institution...not when there is you."
I met a girl whom Jesus loves and fell in
love all over again with the Real Bride of Christ. She is Victoria. She is Victorious. She is Rising. And this enlivens me.
"Victoria, I will dance at your wedding."
Love and Jesus
Kelly


Love and Jesus to
You, 









